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She Said She Didn’t Know Me
I had forty million followers. At the absolute peak of my engagement, during the prime-time hours when the algorithm was buzzing, I finally hard-launched Caroline. A single, stunning portrait of her l...
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I had forty million followers. At the absolute peak of my engagement, during the prime-time hours when the algorithm was buzzing, I finally hard-launched Caroline.
A single, stunning portrait of her looking directly into the lens brought in over eight million likes.
The comment section was a flood of excitement, with everyone asking if she was my girlfriend. I didn’t play coy. I proudly claimed her.
But within twelve hours, the tide completely turned. My comment section became a toxic wasteland of mockery and rage.
[She’s live-streaming with her actual boyfriend right now, saying she doesn’t even know you. Talk about an embarrassing self-own.]
[Go look at @Chase’s account. See what a real couple looks like. Posting another guy’s girl and claiming she’s yours? Stop bullying smaller creators.]
I sat frozen, staring at my phone. I clicked the handle tagged in the comments.
It was a modest account, maybe three hundred thousand followers, belonging to Chase—Caroline’s "guy best friend."
I screenshotted it and sent it to her, demanding an explanation.
She brushed it off with a casual shrug.
"Chase’s growth has been dead. He’s barely pulling views," she said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. "We’re just playing up a couple dynamic to help his engagement. It’s shipping bait, Austin. It’s not a big deal. Don’t overthink it."
She’d always told me she hated being on camera. She claimed she didn’t want the spotlight. Yet, here she was, filming a dozen couple-themed TikToks with Chase, doing joint live streams, behaving like newlyweds.
Even getting her to agree to that single photo had taken me two weeks of begging. She’d made it feel like a chore.
I stared at the screen, my chest tight. I quietly hung up the phone and deleted the post.
Fine. If this was the game she wanted to play, I’d let them have each other.
…
Due to Caroline’s public "debunking" of our relationship, my follower count plummeted by nearly a hundred and fifty thousand in a single hour.
Meanwhile, Chase’s account gained over a hundred thousand new followers.
With a heavy heart, I clicked back into his profile.
He had uploaded a new photo just ten minutes ago.
It was a candid shot of him and Caroline. They weren’t looking at the camera; they were looking at each other, laughing, eyes locked in what looked like pure intimacy.
A simple, unadorned picture. Yet, in just ten minutes, the comment count was in the thousands, and the likes had already crossed twenty thousand, climbing by the second.
I tapped the comments. The top pinned comment was from a verified account.
I didn’t need to guess. It was Caroline.
The comment section was a chorus of swooning fans, screaming that they were "endgame" and a "real couple."
And then, someone brought up my name.
[Honestly can’t believe a massive creator like @Austin would try to claim someone else’s girlfriend. Right, man? @Austin]
That comment was rapidly climbing to the top, fueled by hundreds of likes.
I didn’t ignore it. I typed out a reply:
[If that’s what you want to believe, go ahead.]
That single sentence was like throwing gasoline on a fire. My direct messages exploded with vitriol. This time, it wasn’t just mockery; it was straight-up harassment, venomous insults, and threats.
People started digging through my old videos, analyzing every single caption, tearing apart every word I’d ever written to find "clues" of my supposed delusion or toxicity.
By evening, several major brands I partnered with had sent urgent emails. They wanted to terminate our contracts immediately.
They claimed my "damaged reputation" was hurting their brand image. They were demanding compensation for breach of contract.
When Caroline came home that night, she brought a blueberry ice cream cake—my favorite.
She walked over, sliding the cake onto the dining table.
"Are you still sulking?" she asked, her voice carrying that familiar, patronizing sigh. "It’s just a couple dynamic for the algorithm, Austin. It’s not like I’m actually dating him."
Just a couple dynamic.
When I wanted to go public, she told me it was too much drama. She said she hated the internet and didn’t want her face associated with my content. That one photo was the absolute limit of her compromise.
She didn’t even have her own social media accounts, or so she’d told me. She certainly hadn’t claimed the photo I posted.
"Don’t be like this," Caroline said, resting a hand on my shoulder. "Chase’s channel has been stagnant for a year. He was desperate. It was the only way he could think of to break through. You know what he is to me. We’re just playing a part."
I knew what he was to her, all right.
They were childhood friends. They had grown up together, scraping their knees on the same asphalt. Chase called himself her "platonic bestie," always claiming she wasn’t his type.
When he first found out Caroline and I were dating, he’d laughed right in my face.
"Man, how do you deal with her?" he’d chuckled, shaking his head. "Caroline used to wet the bed until she was six! And during puberty, she was a walking disaster."
"You should’ve seen her the first time I dressed up for prom. This girl’s face turned as red as a tomato. It was hilarious."
He only stopped when Caroline got genuinely annoyed and snapped at him to shut up.
That was their dynamic. And I had tolerated it because I trusted her.
I looked up at her now, feeling a cold weight in my chest. "Do you have any idea what they’re saying about me online, Caroline?"
"The brands I work with are dropping me. Every single contract is being terminated."
"My reputation is in the gutter, and they’re demanding breach-of-contract penalties."
Caroline barely blinked. Money had never been a real obstacle for her family.
She let out a soft click of her tongue. "How much is it? Just wire me the bill, I’ll transfer you the cash."
"Caroline, it’s not about the money."
I closed my eyes, the air in my lungs feeling heavy, suffocating. When I opened them, the frustration was still there, a hard knot in my throat.
Seeing my expression, Caroline’s patience evaporated.
"Then what do you want me to do?" she snapped, her tone sharp. "Chase is finally getting some real traction. If we back out now and say it was a lie, his career is over before it even starts."
"I promise you, once his channel stabilizes and he gets a solid base, we’ll clear things up."
I stared at her, the words dying in my throat like wet cotton. She was terrified of hurting Chase’s career, but she hadn’t given a single thought to mine.
Especially after I had risked my platform to hard-launch her.
My mouth opened to speak, but before a sound could escape, her phone began to buzz with a FaceTime request.
It was Chase.
Caroline raised a finger, silencing me. She answered it immediately.
Chase’s face popped up on the screen, his grin wide and easy.
"Hey, Caroline, you free? The chat is begging for a live stream, and I’m actually just pulling up to your place right now."
Caroline instinctively glanced at me.
Chase noticed, raising an eyebrow. "Oh, is Austin there? It’s just a casual stream, buddy. Surely Austin doesn’t mind, right?"
"He doesn’t mind," Caroline answered for me, her eyes locking onto mine with a warning gaze. "You know the keypad code. Just head on up."
Once she hung up, the silence stretched between us. I finally spoke, my voice quiet.
"How does he know the code to our apartment?"
Caroline sighed. "Last week he was too tired to drive back to his place, so he crashed on the couch. I gave it to him so he wouldn’t have to wake me up."
She paused, adjusting her hair in the mirror. "When Chase gets here, please don’t pull that face. It’ll ruin the vibe of the stream."
I looked at her, and the last urge to argue withered away. There was nothing left to say.
When Chase arrived, they set up their stream downstairs in the living room. I retreated to our bedroom, closed the door, and logged into a burner account to watch.
The viewer count was already pushing a hundred thousand and climbing fast.
Caroline was sitting close to him on the sofa, casually eating a slice of the blueberry cake she’d bought for me.
Someone in the live chat asked if they were actually dating. Chase smirked, nudging Caroline with his elbow. "The chat wants to know, Care. Are we the real deal?"
It was an effortlessly intimate gesture.
Chase had always told me they’d spent so much time together growing up that physical boundaries didn’t exist for them. He’d told me to "just think of him as one of the girls."
Caroline laughed, leaning into his side. "Of course we are," she said, looking right into the lens. "No fake relationships here."
She smiled, a warm, soft look I hadn’t seen directed at me in months. "The real deal."
As soon as she said it, Chase scooped up a forkful of the cake and fed it to her.
Caroline didn’t hesitate. She opened her mouth and ate it.
But I knew she hated sweets. Every time I brought home a dessert, she refused to even try a bite. If I asked more than once, she would get annoyed.
Eventually, I just stopped buying them for her.
It turned out she didn’t hate sweets. She just hated sharing them with me.
The chat was moving at lightning speed. Dozens of comments were bringing up my name.
[What’s the deal with @Austin then? Is he some kind of delusional stalker or a homewrecker?]
Caroline’s eyes lingered on the screen. She saw it.
"Oh, him..." she murmured.
My breathing slowed. My heart hammered against my ribs.
We had been together for seven years. I wanted to know, more than anything, what those seven years meant to her in front of a hundred thousand strangers.
After a long, agonizing pause, she laughed it off.
"It’s nothing. I don’t even know who that is."
I sat in the dark bedroom, staring at the screen. A dry, humorless laugh escaped my lips.
Seven years. Reduced to "I don’t even know who that is."
[Lmao, he literally posted a photo claiming you were his girlfriend and said you didn’t have social media. That guy is a pathological liar.]
When I’d posted that photo, I’d told my followers she didn’t have accounts because she wanted privacy. It was the truth. But now, my defense of her privacy had become the evidence of my "delusion."
A hollow ache opened up in my chest.
Caroline made no move to defend me or set the record straight. Instead, Chase grinned at the camera.
"Let’s keep the vibe positive, guys. No need to talk about random internet drama. Let’s talk about us."
Caroline gave him a fond, indulgent smile, reaching up to ruffle his hair. "Sure. What do you want to talk about?"
Chase flashed a mischievous grin. "How about how we finally got together?"
"Sure," she agreed softly.
I closed the app.
The bedroom was dead silent, save for the muffled, happy chatter drifting up from the living room floor.
Two hours later, the stream ended. Caroline knocked on the bedroom door. She didn’t ask for my input; she simply stated her decision.
"It’s getting late. I told Chase he could sleep in the guest room tonight."
It wasn’t a conversation. It was a notification.
Chase peeked over her shoulder, his arm casually slung around her neck. He smiled at me.
"Hey, Austin. You don’t mind, do you? If it’s really an issue, I can drive back in the dark."
Caroline’s brow furrowed.
"It’s past midnight, Chase. It’s not safe for you to drive tired."
Chase shot me a look. A knowing, subtle smirk.
"Yeah, but if Austin’s uncomfortable, I should probably go."
"You’re not going anywhere," Caroline said, her voice leaving no room for argument. "You’re staying here."
"Well, if Austin says so..." Chase trailed off, leaving the implication hanging in the air.
Caroline looked at me, waiting.
"Austin, come on..."
I cut her off.
"Whatever. I don’t care."
Caroline let out a sigh of relief.
"See? I told you he wouldn’t mind."
"Thanks, Austin," Chase said, his eyes glittering. "Don’t worry, man. She’s like a sister to me. Nothing to worry about."
I said nothing.
Caroline walked past me to grab some clean clothes for a shower. I didn’t stop her.
Instead, I opened my laptop and contacted a real estate agent.
This apartment—the place we were supposed to build a life in—was no longer home. I wanted out.
The agent got back to me quickly with an estimate.
"If you want a quick sale, we’ll have to list it slightly below market value. Are you comfortable with that?"
I didn’t hesitate.
"Yes. Sell it. As fast as possible."
After finalizing the email, I saw that Chase had posted a new video.
I clicked it.
This time, the camera was focused entirely on Caroline.
"Look who’s making lunch today, guys! The beautiful Caroline herself."
"Let’s see if she can actually cook."
Chase narrated as the camera followed her around the kitchen, capturing every soft laugh, every close-up of her face.
Caroline had always detested being recorded. She hated cooking even more. Because of that, I had never pointed a lens at her. If we didn’t have time to cook, we ordered takeout. For seven years, that was our unspoken rule.
But with Chase, those rules didn’t apply.
Leveraging the controversy of their "relationship," Chase’s follower count skyrocketed to four million in mere days.
Watching his feed transition from silly skits to intimate, beautifully shot videos of Caroline, the contrast was glaring. The double standard was undeniable.
I closed the app before the video finished.
I switched over to my professional account. The screen lagged for a second under the sheer volume of notifications.
The messages were a relentless stream of abuse. Even without opening them, I could see the vitriol.
In just three days, I had lost over three million followers.
Originally, this account had been created to document my life with Caroline. But she had hated the idea of public exposure, so I pivoted. I became a travel and culture creator, documenting hidden historical gems and scenic towns across the country.
It had taken years of hard work to build that audience.
Our relationship had suffered because of it; she always complained that I was away too much, that my work took me out of the house.
So, I had planned this massive hard-launch. I wanted to take a break at the peak of my career to focus entirely on her. And in return, she had handed herself over to Chase for views.
My phone buzzed.
It was a text from Caroline.
[Austin, I’m heading to L.A. with Chase to shoot some content. We’ll be gone for about a week. I’ll bring you back something nice.]
Before I could reply, an audio message arrived. It wasn’t her voice. It was Chase’s.
He laughed, his tone dripping with fake friendliness.
"Don’t worry, Austin. I’ll keep a close eye on her for you. No other guys are getting near her."
"We might have to share a room for the couple’s vlog aesthetic, though. Hope you don’t mind! But seriously, we’re just platonic. Don’t worry."
I let out a cold, bitter laugh and ignored the message.
A minute later, Caroline called.
The moment I answered, her voice was laced with irritation.
"Didn’t you see my text? Why aren’t you replying?"
No inquiry about how I was doing. No check-in. Just immediate accusation.
I opened my mouth, but the loud overhead announcement of an airport boarding call cut me off.
She was already at the gate. The message had been a last-minute afterthought.
"Look, we’re boarding," she said quickly. "Chase and I are going to L.A. Don’t worry, I know my boundaries. I’ll get you a gift. I have to go."
"Caroline," I said, my voice flat. "We’re done. I want a—"
The call disconnected. Only the dial tone echoed in my ear.
Because the apartment was priced competitively, a young couple toured it the next day and bought it almost immediately. It was perfect for their budget.
Once the paperwork was signed, I spent the next three days packing up my life.
We had lived there for five years. The sheer volume of memories and belongings was overwhelming, but by the third day, the place was completely empty.
I moved my essentials back into the small studio apartment I’d kept in the city.
During those three days, Caroline never called. She only uploaded another video of her and Chase in an L.A. hotel room, looking every bit the happy, devoted couple.
If I weren’t her boyfriend, I probably would have thought they were perfect for each other, too.
That night, I uploaded my latest travel documentary video.
The next morning, I woke up and instinctively checked the engagement.
The comment section was a bloodbath.
[Are you serious, dude? Have some self-respect. First you claim another man’s girl, and now you copy his content word-for-word?]
[I used to respect your work, but this is pathetic.]
[Did you really think nobody would notice you copied Chase’s latest script?]
Copied?
I had spent weeks drafting every single line of that script. I had written it myself. How could I have copied it?
I clicked on Chase’s latest upload.
My stomach dropped. The air rushed out of my lungs.
Every sentence, every word, even the background music choice—it was identical to mine.
But I had only ever shared that script with one person.
Caroline.
A cold, numbing sensation washed over me. I remembered showing it to her on the couch, debating which ambient track would fit the narration best. I had spent sleepless nights perfecting it.
And she had simply handed it to Chase like it was scrap paper.
I dialed her number, my hands shaking so violently I nearly dropped the phone.
When she picked up, I fought to keep my voice steady.
"Why did you give my script to Chase?"
"Do you have any idea how long I stayed up writing that...?"
There was a long pause on the other end.
"Chase was short on content this week," Caroline said, her voice incredibly casual, as if she were talking about a cup of sugar. "So I gave it to him."
"Austin, it’s just a script. You can write another one."
Just write another one.
Like it was nothing. Like my creative labor was an infinite, cheap resource she could harvest for her best friend.
I laughed, though it sounded more like a choke. "Caroline, do you have any idea what they are saying about me online right now?"
Silence.
She knew. Of course she knew.
"I’ll make it up to you when I get back," she said quietly. "Just... don’t make a scene, Austin. Delete your video for now."
"Otherwise, it’s going to look bad for both you and Chase."
She was still protecting him. Even now, her primary concern was making sure Chase didn’t face backlash.
It was almost funny.
I hung up without another word.
I walked over to my desk, opened my old laptop, and began gathering the files I needed.
...
The moment Caroline landed back in Seattle, she went straight to the apartment to find Austin.
Chase, walking beside her, rolled his eyes.
"Only a week apart and you’re practically running back to him? God, Caroline, have some dignity."
After that phone call, she had avoided texting Austin, afraid of escalating things. Between that and the hectic shooting schedule Chase had set up, she had pushed the guilt to the back of her mind.
"I bought him a watch," Caroline said, her fingers tightening around the luxury shopping bag. "I’m going to apologize."
But when she reached the door, the keypad code didn’t work. She tried it three times, each beep sounding like a rejection.
Suddenly, the door swung open from the inside.
A strange woman stood there, looking at Caroline with a frown. "Who are you? What are you doing at my door? Where’s Austin?"
The woman let out a dry, irritated laugh.
"Your door? Honey, I bought this place last week."