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The Untouchable Beaumont
I was born to perform. Melancholy is my natural palette; a cold, untouchable distance is my armor. The day I returned to the Beaumont estate to claim my place as the biological daughter, it was pourin...
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1
I was born to perform.
Melancholy is my natural palette; a cold, untouchable distance is my armor.
The day I returned to the Beaumont estate to claim my place as the biological daughter, it was pouring. Rain hammered against the windows of the town car, blurring the world into a smudge of grey. I sat in the backseat, chin resting on my palm, my gaze empty and fixed on the streaks of water. I looked exactly like a woman who had just had her heart shattered, though, in truth, I felt nothing at all.
My "family" waited by the car for five minutes in the deluge. I didn’t move until I felt the silence outside turn from anticipation to irritation. Only then did I step out, moving with a calculated, languid grace.
Seraphina, the sister who had been raised in my place, covered her mouth and coughed three times—a delicate, sickly sound. She looked at me with wide, watery eyes.
"Vesper," she whispered, her voice a dandelion puff of faux-fragility. "Are you going to hate me... for living your life for so long? For having your name?"
I didn't look at her. I simply stood there in the rain, letting the cold droplets track down my face like silver scars.
My mother, Eleanor, rushed forward, her face etched with a performative guilt, trying to shield me with a silk umbrella. I took a sharp step sideways, letting the silk shade nothing but the wet pavement.
"Don't," I said, my voice flat. "I’ve spent a lifetime walking alone in the rain. I’m used to it."
Eleanor’s eyes welled up instantly.
My older brother, Sebastian, stepped forward, his brow furrowed in a sharp V of disapproval. "You just got back and you’re already throwing a tantrum? Seraphina is delicate. She doesn't need your theatrics."
I didn’t even grant him a glance. I simply closed my eyes, letting the freezing rain soak into my skin, savoring the drama of the moment.
Harrison Blackwood, the man who was supposed to be my fiancé by some ancient family arrangement, stepped forward. He didn't come to me. He tucked his umbrella over Seraphina’s shoulder and pulled her close.
"Then stay out here and drown," Harrison snapped. "The world doesn't revolve around your trauma, Vesper."
I finally opened my eyes and looked at him, letting a flicker of "hurt" dance in my pupils. "But hasn't she always been the one at the center of the world, Harrison? Even now?"
"Vesper, you should take a hot bath. I don't want you catching a cold."
Seraphina was standing inside the mahogany-framed foyer, holding a plush, snow-white cashmere towel. Her voice was so light it felt like it might dissolve.
I stood on the Persian rug in the entryway, water dripping from my clothes. It pooled around my boots, staining the expensive wool a deep, bruised crimson. I didn't speak; I just stared at the towel.
It was brand new. Hermès. And in the corner, embroidered in delicate, sprawling script, was the name Seraphina.
"Why aren't you taking it?"
Harrison walked over from the living room, plucking the towel from Seraphina’s hand. He was in a crisp black dress shirt, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, a silver Audemars Piguet glinting on his wrist.
"Seraphina went to the linen vault specifically to find you something new," he said. His voice was level—not shouting, just stating facts with the cold efficiency of a prosecutor. "She was out in the rain too, and she hasn't even had a drop of tea yet because she was worried about you."
He stepped closer, the scent of expensive sandalwood and arrogance radiating off him. "Vesper, the Beaumont household has rules. You can keep your 'edge,' but you should learn to accept a gesture of kindness."
I slowly lifted my eyelids, meeting the gaze of the man I was destined to marry. He was undeniably handsome—dark, deep-set eyes and a jawline that looked carved from marble. He did moral kidnapping so elegantly, so fluently.
"Is this kindness?" I asked.
I didn't touch the towel. I turned my head slightly, watching the rain continue its assault on the floor-to-ceiling windows.
"To dry myself with a cloth that bears her name?" I let my gaze drift into the middle distance, looking at nothing. "Mr. Blackwood. Don't try to use someone else’s warmth to thaw me out. My soul has lived at sub-zero for a long time."
The air in the room curdled.
Seraphina’s eyes turned red with practiced speed. She recoiled half a step, her shoulders trembling.
"Harrison, don't blame her," she sobbed softly. "She’s new here. She’s overwhelmed. It was my fault for being thoughtless. I’ll go tell the housekeeper to find a plain one."
She turned to flee toward the servants' wing.
"Seraphina, stay where you are."
A voice, warm but heavy with the weight of authority, drifted down from the landing. Sebastian was leaning against the railing in his silk loungewear, adjusting his gold-rimmed glasses. He descended the stairs, his gaze sweeping over me with the clinical detachment of a king looking at a peasant.
"Vesper," he said, using my name with a patronizing sort of grace. "I know you’ve had a hard decade. I know you’re bitter. But no one in this house owes you for that. Seraphina gave up the south-facing suite—her favorite room—just so you could have it. She even asked to cancel her own birthday gala tomorrow so you wouldn't feel out of place."
He stopped a foot away from me. "You walked through that door with a chip on your shoulder. Is this how you prove you were wronged? Or are you just trying to mask how insecure you feel?"
I looked at my "big brother." His analysis was perfect. If I were actually a fragile girl from the sticks, that sentence would have shattered me.
Unfortunately for him, I just found them all incredibly loud.
I sighed softly. I reached into my pocket, pulled out a peppermint, unwrapped it, and tucked it into my cheek.
"Mr. Beaumont," I said, as the sharp, icy sting of mint filled my mouth. I looked up at the tiered crystal chandelier above us. "Don't try to use your 'breeding' to measure the depth of my abyss. I’m not being difficult. I simply find the thread count of that towel... insufficient for my loneliness."
Sebastian’s jaw tightened. He had likely never been rejected with such casual, nonsensical arrogance.
Eleanor emerged from the kitchen, carrying two cups of ginger tea. Seeing the standoff, she set the tea down hurriedly and took Seraphina’s hand. "What is going on? She’s soaking wet! Get her changed!" She felt Seraphina’s hand. "Oh, darling, you’re freezing."
"I’m fine, Mom," Seraphina chirped, casting a timid, fearful look at me. "If Vesper doesn't want the towel, it’s okay."
Eleanor looked at me, her expression a messy cocktail of guilt and burgeoning resentment. "Vesper, tomorrow morning I’m taking you to St. Jude’s Academy to finalize your enrollment." She paused. "Seraphina is a junior there. You’ll be in the same classes. She can look after you."
I bit down on the peppermint, swallowing the cold fire.
"Fine," I said, shoving my wet hands into my pockets and heading for the stairs. "As long as she doesn't mind. My rain tends to ruin people's sunshine."
2
The entrance exams for St. Jude’s were scheduled for the following morning.
St. Jude’s didn't care about your zip code or your pedigree—at least, not on paper. They cared about "Comprehensive Excellence" and "Family Assets." The former determined if you made it into the Alpha Track; the latter determined if you survived the three years without being bullied into a breakdown.
Eleanor had the head tailor from a Madison Avenue boutique at the house by dawn. The living room was draped in silks and cashmeres from the season’s newest collections.
"Vesper, St. Jude’s has a strict code," Eleanor said, holding a white cashmere cardigan against Seraphina’s chest. "You’ll wear the uniform for classes, but the private salons and etiquette seminars require your own wardrobe. See anything you like?"
I sat on the leather sofa, legs crossed, watching the parade of vibrant colors and intricate lace as if I were observing a pile of discarded plastic.
"No," I said simply. "Excessive decoration only serves to mask a hollow soul."
The tailor’s hand slipped, the measuring tape nearly falling to the floor.
Seraphina turned around, looking like a porcelain doll in the white cardigan. "Vesper, you don't have to be polite with me." She walked over to the rack, her finger lingering on a black velvet gown. "This would suit you."
She smiled, a perfect, seamless expression. "It’s last season, but black is very slimming. And since you’ve spent so much time working outdoors... well, the darker fabric will hide the tan."
Eleanor nodded in agreement. "She’s right, Vesper. The black is understated. It’s better for you to keep a low profile while you adjust."
I stood up and walked to the velvet dress. I ran a finger over the fabric. It was stiff, the kind of texture meant for a mannequin, not a human.
"Low profile?"
I withdrew my hand and pulled a stray coin from my pocket, flipping it between my knuckles.
"Even when a lion closes its eyes, the sheep don't feel safe." I looked at Seraphina, watching her smile begin to calcify. "Sister, if you’re so worried about my complexion, perhaps you should worry more about whether the coming storm will wash off your own mask."
"Vesper."
Harrison’s voice cut through the room. He walked in carrying a stack of documents, having caught my last sentence.
"Seraphina is trying to help you. Why is every word out of your mouth a blade?" He walked to her side, naturally taking the measuring tape from her hand. "Did the people who raised you teach you to treat kindness like a target?"
I tossed the coin into the air and caught it blindly.
"Mr. Blackwood, you really do love the view from the moral high ground, don't you?" I looked him in the eye. "Be careful. The wind is much stronger up there. You might lose your footing."
Harrison’s eyes turned cold. He was a man who lived and died by decorum. My words were a direct assault on his sense of order.
"Since you want nothing," he said, turning to Eleanor, "I’ve already wired the endowment fee to the school under the Blackwood family name. Seraphina has her piano masterclass this afternoon. I’ll take her now."
Eleanor rubbed her hands together awkwardly. "Thank you, Harrison. I’ll... I’ll keep talking to Vesper."
Seraphina followed Harrison toward the door, but she stopped at the threshold.
"Vesper," she said, looking back with a gaze full of condescending pity. "St. Jude’s isn't like the countryside. The students there value actual ability. If the entrance exam is too hard tomorrow... just leave the pages blank. Don't try to cheat. It would be so embarrassing for the family name."
I watched them leave, their silhouettes perfectly synced. A small, ghost-like smile touched my lips. I looked out the window at the clear blue sky.
There was no rain today.
But I knew a tsunami was coming, and I was the one bringing the tide.
"Mother," I said to the hovering Eleanor. "Just give me a basic ballpoint pen. A genius doesn't need a palette to show her colors."
3
The gates of St. Jude’s Academy were a massive arch of white Romanesque stone.
When the Beaumonts' stretched Lincoln pulled up, it caused a stir. Eleanor had a charity brunch with the Junior League, so she hadn't come. The driver, Arthur, opened the door for me.
"Miss Beaumont, your testing room is in Building A, third floor." He held out a clear folder containing my admissions pass.
I didn't take it. I just stepped out of the car, hands in my pockets, and stared at the Gothic-revival architecture.
"Three thousand years of history, and it's all for prestige and profit," I murmured. "Ninety thousand miles of seeking the Way, and it ends in a garden with a bottle of wine."
Arthur stood there, the folder shaking slightly in the air, unsure of what to do. I walked past him without a word.
The red-brick paths were lined with ancient elms. Students moved in clusters—girls in navy blazers and pleated skirts, boys in tailored charcoal suits. They were whispering about Wall Street trends and gallery openings.
As I walked by in my plain white button-down and black trousers, the conversations died. A hundred pairs of eyes tracked me like spotlights.
"Is that the 'lost' Beaumont girl?"
"She looks like she walked off a bus. Does she even speak English?"
"I heard she was a farmhand. She's probably going to score a zero on the placement test."
"Poor Seraphina. Imagine having that as a sister."
I stopped.
I turned my head and looked at a girl standing a few feet away. Her Tiffany-clad wrist held a pumpkin spice latte. Her name tag read Penelope. She was the one who had said "farmhand."
She didn't look away. She lifted her chin, looking at me with a smirk. "Do you need directions, sweetie?" she asked in a thick, forced Mid-Atlantic accent. "The remedial wing is in the basement."
I stared at her for exactly three seconds. Then, I sighed. My eyes softened into an expression of profound, crushing pity.
"Your vowels," I said, my voice rich with a perfect, effortless French-inflected English. "They have the muddy aftertaste of a girl trying too hard to sound like old money. True nobility doesn't need to perform on the tip of her tongue."
Penelope’s face turned a violent shade of crimson. The whispers around us evaporated.
I didn't wait for a rebuttal. I walked toward Building A.
The testing hall was a tiered lecture theater on the top floor. When I pushed the heavy oak doors open, I saw Seraphina in the front row. She was surrounded by a clique of girls, a leather-bound copy of Dante’s Inferno in her lap.
The room went silent.
The proctor adjusted his glasses, checking his list. "Vesper Beaumont? Your seat is in the back corner." He pointed to a dusty desk next to a trash bin. "Since you didn't attend the pre-admissions seminar, that’s where you’ll be."
It was a very polite way to isolate someone. Perfectly logical. Entirely cruel.
Seraphina stood up, her face a mask of concern. "Professor, my sister’s eyesight isn't great. Vesper, take my seat. I’ll sit in the back."
The class erupted in murmurs of admiration.
"Seraphina is an angel."
"Why is she so nice to that girl?"
I looked at Seraphina. It was a flawless performance. I didn't move toward her. Instead, I turned and walked to the back of the room. I pulled out the dusty chair and sat down.
"No thank you," I said, my voice carrying through the hall. "I prefer not to sit in a high-density zone of mediocrity. It affects my focus. Professor, may we begin?"
4
The test was a mess of calculated snobbery.
It jumped from Multivariable Calculus to European Art History, from International Maritime Law to translations of obscure dialect poetry. St. Jude’s was trying to filter for "High-Quality Human Specimens."
I twirled my pen. I looked at the questions—so desperate to be difficult, so eager to gatekeep.
How boring.
I finished the entire packet in twenty minutes. Then, I folded my arms on the desk, watched the leaves flutter outside the window, and closed my eyes.
"Miss Beaumont."
The proctor was standing over me, rapping his knuckles on the wood. "If you can't do the work, at least stay awake. You’re disrupting the others."
His tone was restrained, but his eyes were full of contempt.
I opened one eye and sat up.
"Professor," I said, sliding the test toward him. "The questions were so elementary my brain entered a state of defensive hibernation. I’m finished."
A few students stifled laughs. The proctor’s face went white. He grabbed the paper. "If you’re so confident, you’re free to leave."
I stood up and walked out without looking back.
At the end of the hall was the school’s multi-purpose auditorium. That afternoon, they were holding a "Welcome Salon." I slipped inside. It was empty, save for a few student council members setting up the stage.
I found a dark corner in the back, put on my noise-canceling headphones, and tuned out the world.
At two o'clock, the salon began. The freshmen and sophomores gathered. The theme of the day: "Hidden Corners: The Melancholy of the Elite."
What a parody. A group of the most privileged children in the country gathering to discuss the tragedy of their own luxury.
Then, it was Seraphina’s turn.
She wore a white lace dress, clutching a cello. The lights dimmed, and a single spotlight found her. She played a piece of staggering sadness—a dirge that echoed through the hall.
When she finished, she walked to the microphone. A single, perfect tear sat on her cheek.
"I’ve always lived in fear," she whispered into the mic. "Knowing that I wasn't the 'real' daughter. That I was taking up space that belonged to someone else. I worked so hard, played so many hours, just to feel like I had a right to exist here."
The room erupted in thunderous applause. Girls were dabbing at their eyes.
Penelope stood up and shouted, "Seraphina, you are the pride of St. Jude’s! Blood doesn't matter—excellence does!"
In the front row, Harrison watched her with a gaze so tender it was nauseating.
The moderator took the mic, his voice booming. "A moving tribute. And we know that the other Beaumont daughter, Vesper, is here with us today."
The spotlight began to roam, searching the crowd.
"Vesper Beaumont? In the face of your sister’s honesty, her grace, and her struggle... do you have anything to share? Or perhaps you’d like to show us who you really are?"
It was a public execution. They were using "vulnerability" as a weapon to force me into a corner.
I took off my headphones and stood up. I walked down the aisle, step by step, until I stood in the glare of the spotlight. I didn't take the microphone from the moderator. I just stood there, looking at them.
"Melancholy?" I let out a short, sharp laugh. I pushed a stray hair behind my ear. "You call your fragile, sheltered lives 'melancholy' because you’ve never seen a real storm?"
I looked at Seraphina. My eyes were empty, devoid of any warmth.
"My sister’s playing was... pretty. But it was a performance of pain, not the thing itself." I tilted my head, looking past the audience into the darkness at the back of the room. "I have no empathy for the common world. A woman on horseback does not need to apologize to the grass for treading on it."
The silence was deafening. I had shattered the "decorum" of the salon.
Seraphina turned pale, her fake smile failing.
Suddenly—CRASH.
The heavy oak doors at the back of the hall were kicked open. Not a frantic kick, but a casual, bored shove.
A boy in a black leather motorcycle jacket, his hair a shock of defiant silver, sauntered in. He was flipping a Swiss Army knife in one hand. The room stopped breathing.
Killian Knightley. The only son of the Knightley conglomerate. The forbidden fruit of St. Jude’s. He didn't bully people; he simply existed, and the stock prices of his enemies' companies dropped by billions.
He scanned the room until his eyes landed on me in the spotlight.
He tucked the knife away and broke into a wide, strangely submissive grin. He jogged down the aisle toward the stage.
"Boss!" he shouted, his voice full of a puppy-like excitement. "I didn't know you were coming to this dump today!"