Choosing the True Alpha: I’m Done with My Toxic Ex

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Choosing the True Alpha: I’m Done with My Toxic Ex

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I agreed to drop out of the Alpha King’s summer boot camp for my bullied childhood friend. But the day before signing the confirmation papers, I changed my mind. At the rest area, his friends wer...

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第1章

I agreed to drop out of the Alpha King’s summer boot camp for my bullied childhood friend. But the day before signing the confirmation papers, I changed my mind. At the rest area, his friends were laughing and teasing him. "Man, you really played the long game just to get rid of Grace, huh?" "You guys grew up together. Are you really okay with letting her drop out alone?" Ethan’s voice was completely indifferent. "It’s just a year of training. It’s no big deal." "Besides, she follows me around all day. It’s annoying as hell. This is actually perfect." I stood outside the door for a long time before I finally turned around and walked away. But on my dropout application form, I didn't sign to leave. Instead, I transferred myself from the Alpha King’s Basic Boot Camp to the Heir’s Advanced Elite Training. Ethan seemed to have forgotten one thing. He and I were never on the same level. He was the dirt, and I was the sky. The moment I heard those words, it felt like a hard punch straight to my face. For the past month, Ethan had been targeted and jumped by wolves from other packs in the camp. The first time was in the cafeteria. Someone dumped a tray of food right over his head in front of everyone. The second time was on the training field. They broke his bones on purpose, and it took him two whole days to heal. Every single time, I was the one who rushed in to shield him. The worst time, I ended up with three broken ribs and couldn’t even get out of bed for twenty-four hours. Unable to watch him suffer anymore, I suggested we drop out together. At that time, Ethan had just walked out of the infirmary, his face still covered in bruises. He grabbed my hand, his voice trembling. "Grace, I really can't take this anymore." Ethan and I grew up together in neighboring packs. Because our families were close, we had been running and playing together since we were pups. For over a decade, we were inseparable. And deep down, I was secretly in love with him. So, in a fit of impulse, I promised him, "Don't be afraid. Wherever you go, I’ll go with you." But now, I finally realized it was all a show. He had orchestrated the attacks just to get me to leave. I couldn't help but wonder—did Ethan really hate me that much? Inside the rest area, the conversation continued. "But man, Grace is seriously loyal to you." "If you make her drop out for you, aren't you worried she’ll fall for someone else?" "Her?" Ethan let out a mocking laugh. "She literally took hits from other packs for me. She was covered in blood and still didn't back down. You really think she’d change her mind about me?" Someone chimed in, "What if? Grace is not someone to be messed with." Ethan’s voice was lazy and arrogant. "There is no 'what if.' There are so many Alpha heirs in this camp, and she hasn't looked at a single one of them." His tone was filled with pure contempt. "She’s like a lost puppy following me around. It’s suffocating." Laughter erupted in the room. It felt like a physical slap across my face. *I want to tear him apart,* my inner wolf snarled. I closed my eyes and shook my head, trying hard to calm the beast inside. Another guy laughed. "Honestly, it’s my first time seeing someone push away a girl who’s so obsessed with him. Boss move." "But if you don't like her clinging to you, why didn't you just say so? Grace doesn't seem like the type to beg." Ethan let out an annoyed sigh. "Grace is too proud. If I told her the truth, do you think she’d just let go?" He paused, his voice softening slightly. "Besides, Lily feels uncomfortable whenever Grace is around. She only feels safe when it’s just the two of us." "For Lily's sake, I have to make Grace make some sacrifices." The moment he said that, everything clicked. Looking back at the timeline, Ethan decided to "get attacked" exactly one week after Lily joined the camp. One of his friends laughed and nudged him. "You slick bastard. She just got here and you already marked your territory?" "But yeah, Lily is definitely the cute, fragile type. Any guy would want to protect her." "Unlike Grace, who walks around with a resting bitch face all day, like everyone owes her money. Who cares if she’s pretty?" The degrading comments about me kept coming, like a rising tide. And Ethan, the boy I had loved for years, did nothing to stop them. He didn’t argue. In fact, he agreed with them. Standing outside the door, my heart sank to the freezing depths of the ocean. *I’m going to rip his throat out right now,* my wolf growled. For a split second, I wanted to kick the door open and storm in. I wanted to scream at him: *When you watched me take those beatings for you, did you feel even a shred of guilt?* I wanted to ask: *All these years we spent together, what did they mean to you?* But then, I remembered my mom’s words: *Never waste your energy on trash.* She was right. I didn’t kick the door. But I didn't walk away quietly either. I took a deep breath and spoke in a voice loud enough for everyone inside to hear: "Ethan, I heard everything." The room went dead silent instantly. Without waiting for his reaction, I turned on my heel and walked away.

第2章

The pain didn't hit me right away. It came in slow, sharp waves. I wouldn't have been this hurt if it was just a regular betrayal by a pack member. But Ethan was the one who had crossed the line first. On the night we decided to drop out together, he had dragged me to the clearing behind the training camp to drink. The moonlight was beautiful, and the way he looked at me was so gentle. I had loved him for so long that my brain completely short-circuited. So, when he leaned in to kiss me, I didn't pull away. My heart was beating out of my chest. I couldn't help but ask, "Ethan, what are we now?" Ethan leaned down, kissed me again, and smiled. "Whatever you want us to be." At that moment, my heart had soared. I never expected that just two days later, I would hear him shatter my feelings so easily. I let out a bitter laugh as a tear slipped down my cheek. So, that kiss was just another lie to get me to leave, wasn’t it? The wind chimes in my room jingled softly, slowly drying my tears. My broken heart began to piece itself back together. Ethan had made a huge mistake. The Alpha King organized this summer boot camp to pull the young heirs out of their comfortable school environments and put them in real-world scenarios. It was designed to test their leadership, alliances, and true nature. But that only applied to the weak pups who hadn't even awakened their wolves yet. I had awakened my inner wolf when I was sixteen. I was supposed to be in the Heir’s Advanced Elite Training from the start. I was supposed to be learning pack diplomacy and territory management. The dropout form in my hand was smudged by my tears, the ink bleeding into an ugly mess. But that was fine. I could just get a clean one. The Miller Pack never ran out of backup plans. I reprinted the form. Before filling out the program section, I called my mom. "Mom, which heir training program did you want me to join?" "Yes, I’m going alone." The wind chimes in my room rang clearly, as if celebrating my decision. I closed my eyes. This time, Ethan’s face didn't pop up in my mind. Instead, I saw a man who looked slightly like Ethan, but was far more handsome and commanding. He had smiled at me two years ago and said with absolute certainty: "Grace, sooner or later, you'll leave Ethan and choose me." Back then, I thought he was joking. But now, I whispered in my mind: *Ethan, I’m officially done with you.* After signing the new form, I let out a long sigh of relief. My heart was finally at peace. Suddenly, there was a knock on my door. I froze. I lived alone in this house, and the only person who knew the passcode was... I opened the door, and sure enough, Ethan was standing there. He spoke in his usual gentle tone. "Grace, you didn’t come to say goodbye to the guys. I was worried about you." I kept my voice as flat as possible. "I’m not feeling well, so I stayed in." I was about to shut the door when I caught sight of a figure hiding behind him. Lily was standing half a step behind Ethan. She looked sweet and innocent, but her eyes were quickly scanning my face. The moment our eyes met, she flinched dramatically and shrank behind Ethan. Ethan immediately stepped in front of her to shield her. "Grace, you’re scaring Lily." There she went again. Lily always acted like I was some big, bad bully out to get her, even though I hadn’t done a single thing. My face went cold. "I told you before, I don't like strangers in my house." Ethan frowned, looking annoyed. "Lily isn't a stranger." "Besides, she only came because she was worried about you." Before I could fire back, Lily’s eyes welled up with tears. "Grace, I’m so sorry. I know you look down on me, but I wash myself every day." She sobbed. "I won't get your house dirty..." Hearing this, Ethan’s frown deepened. He glared at me. "Grace, Lily might come from a normal family, but she’s not dirt. You don't have to treat her like trash." "I’m seriously disappointed in you." Lily gently tugged at Ethan’s sleeve, acting like the bigger person. "Ethan, it’s fine. Please don't fight with Grace because of me..." She sniffled, giving him a weak but brave smile. "After all, Grace said you guys grew up together. I can never compete with that kind of bond..." "What are you talking about? You are one of a kind, Lily," Ethan said, his heart aching as he cupped her face, whispering sweet details to calm her down. Then, he turned to me, his face as cold as ice. "Lily is upset. I’m taking her home." "You need to think about your behavior. And don't forget to sign the dropout form tomorrow." I definitely thought about my behavior—specifically, my terrible taste in men. Then, I walked over to the keypad and changed my house passcode. The heavy weight in my chest finally lifted a little.

第3章

The next morning, I took my new form to the administration office. The administrator looked at the paper and raised an eyebrow. "Are you serious? You’re ranked third in the camp. People would kill for this spot." I nodded. "I’m sure." The moment the stamp hit the paper, I felt a slight pang of emptiness. As I walked out, someone blocked my path. Ethan stood there, frowning. "Grace, did you change your house passcode?" "I went back to see you last night after dropping Lily off, but the code didn’t work..." I cut him off. "Yeah, I changed it." He looked slightly miffed, but quickly brushed it off, trying to act close again. "What’s the new code? It’ll be easier for me to come over and take care of you." I said calmly, "No need. I won't be living here after I leave the camp." Ethan looked at the folded paper in my hand, as if suddenly remembering. "Oh, right. I almost forgot about that." "Don't worry, Grace. I’ll go sign my dropout form tomorrow." Since Lily’s arrival, Ethan and I hadn't walked together like this in a long time. Suppressing the lingering bitterness, I tested him. "Do we really need to go through all this trouble for each other?" Ethan went quiet for a moment. "Grace, actually, I..." "Ethan!" Lily suddenly appeared from behind, carrying a stack of training notebooks. She ran up and pouted at him. "You promised to help me with my combat skills. Why did you disappear?" She handed him the notebooks. "I saw that your tutoring schedule for me goes on for the next two months, so I brought the materials." She winked playfully. "You won't get mad at me for looking through your stuff, right?" "Of course not..." Ethan’s smile was strained. He shot me a guilty look. Seeing that I had absolutely no reaction, a flash of disappointment crossed his face. Ah. So while you were pushing me away, you were already planning a future with someone else. But that future never included me. I forced myself to stay calm, though a wave of bitterness washed over me. I clenched my fists, forcing myself to stay clear-headed. "You two have fun. I’m leaving." Lily acted as if she had just noticed me, gasping in exaggeration. "Grace, Grace..." "Are you mad because Ethan is training with me?" "But I’m just a normal wolf. I don't have natural talent like you..." As she spoke, she started sobbing again. I had no patience for her drama. "Move." The tiny bit of guilt in Ethan’s eyes vanished. He grabbed my wrist, his voice rising in anger. "Grace, what is wrong with your attitude?" He yanked me toward Lily and yelled, "Apologize to Lily right now!" The last piece of my heart shattered into dust. Without any hesitation, I raised my hand and slapped Ethan hard across the face. "Ethan, the only person who needs to apologize here is you." "And not to Lily. To me."

第4章

I went home and threw out every single thing Ethan had ever given me. The necklace he gave me for my coming-of-age ceremony—I had only worn it once before I saw it on Lily’s neck. She had smiled and said, "Ethan said good things should be shared." The limited-edition teddy bear—he said he liked my perfume on it and took it. The next day, it was sitting on Lily’s desk. And the heels, the scented candles... I used to think I was special to him. Now I realized I was just his free supplier. I thought about how protective he was of Lily, always putting her first. I let out a dry laugh. None of this trash mattered anymore. I finalized my route to the advanced training camp for the next morning. Before leaving, I went to the camp’s bulletin board, ripped down my name card from the third-place spot, and tossed it into the trash can. Then, I went back to my place to spend my last quiet night. At 2:00 AM, my phone rang. I answered it half-asleep. The other end was silent for a few seconds. Just as I was about to hang up, Ethan’s voice came through. "Grace, I’m sorry." I woke up instantly. I thought he was finally going to tell me the truth. But then he said, "Lily got hurt. I can't leave her alone. I’ll sign the dropout papers once she’s better..." My heart leaped into my throat, then crashed violently to the ground. I wanted to scream: *What about me? What about the bruises and beatings I took for you this past month? Did they mean nothing?* Ethan’s voice kept going. "Just apologize to her." I thought I misheard him. "What did you say?" Ethan’s voice was firm. "Grace, you really need to apologize to Lily." "Are you going to tell me her getting hurt had nothing to do with you?" I was completely speechless. I finally realized that as long as Lily was around, every breath I took was a crime in his eyes. Ethan spoke again, his voice as cold as ice. "Grace, you’re really disappointing me." "If you apologize, I can pretend none of this happened." "Are you really going to let your pride ruin our years of friendship?" I heard the threat in his voice. But instead of pain or anger, I felt nothing but disgust. I hung up, blocked his number, and deleted his contact. I didn't want to think about him anymore. The scenery at the advanced training camp was fresh and beautiful. Someone immediately took my bags. I looked up and locked eyes with the heir of the Taylor Pack. "Grace, long time no see." I smiled and reached out. "Long time no see, Daniels." My phone buzzed, interrupting our greeting. I looked down and saw it was a call from one of Ethan’s friends. Confused, I answered. Ethan’s frantic voice came through the speaker. "Grace, where the hell are you?" "Why is everyone in the basic camp saying they haven't seen you?"